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Hi! I'm ... , and this is my website! I love art, bugs, and music!!

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5/19/2026

...Guess who's back?? Here's catch up of what I've been doing. Spoiler alert: not much. I've been working weekends at an ice cream shop. Interesting things: milly alcock and abraham lincoln look alikes. A dude who first wanted a warm milkshake, and then warmed ice cream? Weird. I've been taking CNA classes, and ngl I've not been the most attentive. A dude in my BLS class said he was anti LGBTQ out loud at the start of class. You could've heard a pin drop right after that. Besides that, I've finished Why Fish Don't Exist by LuLu Miller. In June, I finally got around to watching heated rivalry. Even though I procrasinated studying for finals by creating this website, I knew my final's self would not be able to handle a hollanov obsession. I was right, and nearly every day since I finished the show I've been consuming fanfiction. So much fanfiction. Most of the time, after I get obsessed with the show I read fanfiction until the quality drops off. Without any more fanfiction I'm like aghhhh no, but then I get over my obsession with the show. Speaking of I want to watch obsession really badly. Anyways, I've been reading through the Hollanov fanfictions for a hot minute. But I really underestimated how fricking big this fandom is, and all the fanfictions are top notch. Okay and add to the fact that I'm a sucker for the bazillion texting+social media fics and I have not been able to shake Hollanov from my mind for two months. Is consuming Hollanov detrimental to my summer productivity? Well yes, probably but I probably would be sleeping either way and I've fully accepted my fate. Anyways signing off byeeeee

5/19/2026

Just started working! At an ice cream store too! My wrist hurts and shifts are like 6 hours long, but my coworkers are chill.

5/11/2026

Holy fricking shit. So um did a thing. And guess who spent their nights last week reading the Empyrean series instead of studying for exams. I would say I regret it...but I don't. I do however regret not looking up if this series was finished before I started Fourth Wing though. CRYIEN. ADjkffedkljf. Two more books that aren't out yet. I'm not religious but I might need to send a prayer for Rebecca Yarros every night now. I'm so excited to consume fanfiction content about them, and trust that this will be my fixation for the next few months. I start working this week, and I need to tap back into my Arcane fixation to write my mega essay. Bless my dear English teacher for letting us choose any work we want.
On another note, you may notice the vibe of these posts are off. I do not wanna be squinting to reread myself. I changed the font for visibility and made the background white, but I'll circle back to make it more aesthetic later.

5/5/2026

The week that I started making this blog! This website will be under construction for the forseeable future! I've been meaning to reformat my website(this used to be an abandoned project from a year? ago), and I finally got around to it during(drum roll please) Exam Week! Always a wonderful thing to be procrasinating. I only have 4 exams left to push through, and I start working next week! Hopefully this post keeps me accountable, and I continue to work over the summer!

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